Jack Ryan (
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xavier_institute2014-10-12 12:03 am
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One of the security guards is a dickhead and I hate him.
[And that... seems to be all he has to say on the matter. Though this will be the first time anyone has heard such earnest hostility from the local oversized puppy.]
[And that... seems to be all he has to say on the matter. Though this will be the first time anyone has heard such earnest hostility from the local oversized puppy.]
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[Jack isn't built for thinking things through. He was built to have other people think for him. And that makes it very hard for him to reassure himself that Adachi is wrong... which is the main reason he insists so strictly that he is.]
You don't know anything- and Professor Xavier won't save you if he can't stop me!
[And he adamantly refuses to consider being stuck in another illusion pocket.]
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[Kid, you're so dumb, how could he be afraid of the worst planner ever? What are you, mentally two? Sounds about right. He's not afraid of stupid kids.]
Let me let you in on a secret, though I know you're not going to listen. Nothing's worth getting that upset about. It just doesn't matter.
[This kid needs to relax. Once you realize life is pointless, you won't get so upset.]
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...Oh wait. He killed the puppeteer.]
It does matter! Everything- everything matters! I matter! What you did matters! Me- me hurting you matters! It all matters!
[Relaxing... clearly isn't going to happen for a while. Now he's freaking out twice as much over not being able to think of a good plan of attack. Damnit, even when he didn't have Fontaine breathing down his neck he had Tenenbaum helping him. What's he supposed to do without any guiding hands?]
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None of those things are true. It doesn't mean anything. You really need help, kid.
[He's a concerned adult, here!]
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[This is going swimmingly. Jack sounds like he might cry.]
I'll- I'll figure it out! I'm going to!
[It sounds a bit desperate to be believable.]
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Relax, I'm just worried about you! Making death threats, freaking out. It's not normal.
[He's not going to argue that he's not fucked up. He is really fucked up.]
I said I was sorry, and nothing's happening to you. So calm down.
[Not like he was being an asshole or anything!]
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[No he's not, even he can notice that. But he hasn't quite made his peace with Rapture either. Things like their incident just add to that.]
If you were worried you would've let me out of that thing! Fuck you, you're not worried at all- you just wanna sound like it!
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[Even Adachi has social mores figured out enough to know that. He knows that messing with a kid, sure it warrants a reprimand in the mind of the guys in charge, but not a death sentence.]
Yeah, I was going to let you out so you could kill me! You admitted to being dangerous, I wasn't going to take any chances.
[He had started to consider abandoning ship, but then had thought he might not be able to get away fast enough. Inside his illusions, he can all but warp reality itself, especially with such a suggestible kid, but outside of them...]
Sure, I'm worried. You could hurt yourself. Or somebody else. Maybe even somebody you like. That'd be a shame.
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[But he's got nothing else he can say against this. Adachi's got a point. Several points. It's frustrating and terrifying but it's logical, and that makes it ten times worse. Jack gives up on speech, and just makes a loud noise of pure rage.
And then... it sounds like he's crying.]
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[Adachi almost sounds sympathetic, but he doesn't actually care that the kid is crying, nope.]
People screw us over again and again. And nothing matters, like nothing we do makes a difference, because just when you think things might be getting better, then it happens again.
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Knowing that's not going to stop him from crying his eyes out, though.]