No, I don't, but I know getting yourself killed by any means isn't going to solve anything. It certainly won't change the fact that you got innocent people killed.

[Though "innocent" is debatable in his opinion.]

And I also know if you got a fair trial you'd be ruled as a victim. You had no control over your powers, you couldn't have done anything to prevent it. That's why you're here - to make sure it doesn't happen again.